So, I am thinking about blogging about losing my pregnancy weight. I think that it would be real motivation knowing that you all will be checking in on my weight loss and then I think... will I humiliate myself by posting about how much weight I have not only lost, but gained?
I keep eating crap and I have only been walking a few times since I have had the little bambino. I haven't even reached the 6 week mark since she was born and I have plenty of time to lose the weight, this I know. I just want the weight to be gone like, yesterday. I am finding that I am even more anxious to lose this weight than I have been any other time. I have gained and lost weight lots of times (it's sad I know)... But this time seems to be quite different.
We are heading up to Snowbird the end of next month and I don't want to feel completely self conscious when we are up there. I love the eucalyptus steam room and I don't want to feel like people are looking at me like I am the chubby-bubby up there. I want to be the cute, skinny new mom... not the larger, some what attractive mom... I know, I know. I am vain. I can't help it.
Oh and her are a couple new pictures of Tucy (that's what my little niece calls her).
This is from today...
She should be reason enough for me to want to lose the weight. I think though that I just need a little bit more motivation than that. Maybe I will feel differently once my incision doesn't hurt anymore. We'll just have to wait and see. In the mean time. Who thinks it's a good idea for me to blog about my weight loss? Don't feel obligated to respond... But, I am curious.